Rach I'm so bloody angry those stupid insensitive Drs put you through that yesterday. Was that at JHH? The least they should have done was read the referral and the person at the CPR should have chosen their words so much better too. You are such a strong and inspirational woman and friend I so wish you didn't have to go through that. On a side note how did Miss E go with her sleep study?
Kelly Have you tested yet????? Your trip back to Perth sounds exactly what you need atm. I hope you have a wonderful time.
Spring All the best with your appt today and WOOHOO on your DH coming home today too.
Just had a phone call from my mum and she said Sage slept all night although he got upset when he woke up cos he was calling out for me. I really do wonder sometimes how were survived as kids as she told me he had some grapes and a bite of vegemite toast and 2 pieces of nutri grain. She than asks me if I put milk on his cereal Ummmm of course I do Oh she said I'll have to go and buy some then cos I used the last of it in my cup of tea. Did you put any money in his bag??? WTF Oh dear I really wonder sometimes. I just shake my head.
OK I'm off to get some washing done and try and get some packing done too as we go away on Monday for a couple of weeks.
Hope everyone has a much better day today.
Firstly, I wondered why no one was posting - I lost the new thread
I'm so far behind but not going to do personals now.
I'm so very sad to let you all know that Mako is back in hospital...her tiny babe has grown wings
In the circumstances, she is doing OK. Not sure how long she is going to be in but is still there this afternoon and expecting to be there a while.
Mako - You know how very sad and very sorry I am. You are the most beautiful friend and I am angry at the universe that this has happened again. So very angry right now...I have cried bucketloads for you and your tiny angel. I want you to know that I'm here for you whenever, whatever. We will help you get through this babe.
Fly free tiny angel...and know that you are loved
PS BW - She wanted me to make sure I said Happy Birthday to Sam from her. I can't believe she even remembered...
Mako sweetheart, I am so sorry to hear this. Thinking of you honey and wishing this didn't have to happen. Big big Sweetie. I wish I could give you a hug for real but please know that I am thinking of you and sending all my best wishes. Life is really not fair sometimes.
BW - happy birthday to Samuel! I hope he is having a lovely day.
Oh dear Mako, I am so sad and gutted for you right now . And that's nothing to what you will be feeling. I wish I had the words that could take all the pain away, and make things right for you. We are all here for you babe, to help you through this . Wrap your arms extra tight around Sage when you get home, and take refuge in his love for his mummy. I'm sorry I can't be there for you to give you a really big cuddle in person, and a shoulder to cry on .
Hang in there my love. We will all remember your tiny angel.........xoxo
Oh Mako I am so so sorry. I just wish I could hug you and help you to grieve in person. Just know that my love, thoughts, prayers and support are with you darling.
Mako i'm so very sorry hun - the universe seriously sucks!
Janie - lovely to meet you and your little man today! you look fantastic!
afu - big day out today - headed to melb for the BB babyshower janie mentioned. so very tired now. was lovely to meet Janie and some other new BB girls - and to catch up with those i've met before. so very tired now though (will teach me to stay up late cooking!).
on another note - AF showed up last week for the first time since E arrived. she is just perfect, and worth all we've been through - but now i am struggling with the notion that my body is saying it might be ready for another baby - physically yes, mentally/emotionally i'm not ready for that rollercoaster at all! i've never had a cycle of any sort - and i know chances of natural conception are very slim - but i'm back in the headspace of worrying if it might happen and then facing the "omg, what if" thoughts about early pg again
sigh - no cycle when i'm trying - why the hell does she come back now? i'm still BF E full time - stupid body!
Oh no, no, no, no... Mako... I'm so so sorry to hear the devistating news. It's just not fair that you're going through this again. I wish there was more that I could say.
I so wish you didn't have to go through that. On a side note how did Miss E go with her sleep study?
Ummmm of course I do
Oh she said I'll have to go and buy some then cos I used the last of it in my cup of tea. Did you put any money in his bag??? WTF
Oh dear I really wonder sometimes. I just shake my head.
Happy 1st Birthday Sam. I hope you have a wonderful day. 
. In fact, I'm going to text you this morning, so you can bring me up to date 
Fly free tiny angel...and know that you are loved 
. Wrap your arms extra tight around Sage when you get home, and take refuge in his love for his mummy. I'm sorry I can't be there for you to give you a really big cuddle in person, and a shoulder to cry on 
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