Lee, my heart was in the pit of my stomach just reading your post. My experience was but a glimmer into your reality and I want you to know that I respect for what you've endured and survived. I am so very sorry your DH was taken from you. I'm not surprised it is all catching up with you. I feel so very honoured you trust us enough to share your DH's story. I am here for you and want to help a dear friend navigate through this sometimes cruel life