Oh Mako.. I can't stop thinking about you hun and agree with what everyone else has said... give yourself some time to deal with it all and think things through. I understand what you mean though, I was talking to DH about it all last night and we were also wondering how many times we can keep going through this, it's just way too hard. Please take it easy and know that we're all here for you WHENEVER you need us.

As for me... my god woman... please use all your energy to focus on yourself. I'm in tears again at your thoughtfullness (sp?) but honestly you've got nothing to be sorry about. How else are you supposed to break such heartbreaking news. Please don't worry about me, if anything, tbh, I feel like I'm in a really hard situation now and don't want to make your pain even worse. Although I still don't want to get my hopes up, if everything is ok, I'm going to feel terrible as I know it just has to hurt you a tiny bit. I'm even wondering if I should be posting much atm... as scared as I am, you need much more support right now and I just want to do what's right for you. Honestly, you're an amazing woman and I just wish I could make it all ok.

Hugs.

Kel xxx