Thanks for the update TK, give Boham our luv
Spring - Did you get rained out?
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Thanks for the update TK, give Boham our luv
Spring - Did you get rained out?
Lisa, congratulations! I am sorry that you did not the birth that you were hoping for but so glad that baby is here and healthy.
Bonham08, congratulations on a huge milestone!
Kelly, I am having AF type cramps as well. I have had them in every pregnancy but they still make me nervous. The waiting game is hard. :hug:
Mako, you were not harsh at all. I hope that I did not come over that way. This is a topic that I am struggling with at the moment and it does help me to chat about it. Taking clexane is a huge decision and not for everyone.
I had two MFM doctors (in the same practice) tell me something completely different about clexane. One believed that it would work a miracle for me and the other told me that I just needed better luck next time. It really does appear to be a big topic of debate. Of course, I decided to go with the specialist that wanted to try it. I have no idea which side to believe but it does feel like I am doing something substantial. I had a very difficult time deciding if I should take clexane this time around as well. Is it worth the small risk when I have Grayson to take care of? I feel very selfish and scared about it right now. I am just trying to hide in de Nile ;)
Michelle, I would love to hear what you think about clexane. I think I remember you saying that you took it for a little while.
Lisa Congratulations again on the birth of your darling daughter. I too am sorry you didn't get the birth you were hoping for but hope you have a speedy recovery :hug:
Kelly I hope the AF feeling goes away soon. Its so darn tough when preg and af symptoms are so similar. Please try and think positive thoughts. I know how hard it is under the circumstances and need to take my own advice today :rolleyes:
Bekz How are you hun? I hope you are feeling better now too.
Laney I have to say your post didn't come across harsh either but I read mine and thought maybe it could have seemed that way. Anyway I'm so pleased you didn't take it like that as it certainly wasn't meant that way ;)
I'm sure I would have gone the same path as you if I had 2 Drs telling you different info. I too like to feel like I'm doing something constructive to help everything work out better than before. I'm also interested in Michelle's opinion although I have a fair idea of what it is ;)
How is that gorgeous little boy Grayson doing?
Bonham WOOHOO on a wonderful scan yesterday. I'm so happy for you hun.Thanks TK for letting us know.
Jayne Are you ok after those terrible storms yesterday? I have been thinking of you and the girls. When is your trip to China?
Willow, Bun,Rach,Deb,Michelle,Sequoia,Lee,Spring, Freya and Janie Hi to you all.
Well girls today is the day we find out what is happening inside my belly. I'm absolutely freaking out right now though and feel its going to be a long day and my appointment isn't until 5pm.Not much sleep was had in this house last night by any of us and that all started by Sage having his 1st nightmare :( He woke up at 10:30pm screaming out "mum mum mum scared mum mum scared mum mum scared" :o I have no idea what or why he would have been scared though as nothing different has happened.He was still awake in our bed at 1am :wall:
Good luck Mako :hug:
Mako - I'll be holding your hand today hun
Thanks Freya and Bek. I'll be needing it.
I had a mini melt down a little while ago. I just can't believe some people (by that I mean my own MOTHER). I haven't told you girls this but I told her a few weeks ago I was pregnant and all she said was "didn't you lose the last one" :wall: I said "yes I did" and got up and walked away. Anyway she hasn't asked how I am or anything since I told her so yesterday she came out here and looked after DS for my while I went and had a massage and I told her I'm having a scan today. She still hasn't asked what time or said anything at all about this baby or scan or anything. I'm sorry to offload on you all but I'm just so mad right now. She rang twice yesterday after she'd been here and never mentioned it at all.
This really shouldn't surprise me but far out I'm hurting so bad and am so so worried about this stupid scan this arv.
All the best for today Mako... like you said.. positive thoughts!!! I know it's hard but surely everything has to be ok for both of us this time. I'm thinking of you constantly today and will be waiting for you to get back and fill us in (with all the good news)!!! I can't imagine how much of a mess I'm going to be before my scans. I think I'll be ok for the first one next week but the one after that has always been the horrible one for us. Oh god, it's so hard.
Well, I'm exhausted today, so, so tired and my boobs are KILLING me!! I've never had it this bad before so I'm taking that as a really good sign (although it's really not helping much because it's making me think about this pg even more)!!! Can't win. Anyway must go lie on the couch while Luke is asleep.. thank god.. doesn't happen much these days!
Jayne - Hope you're ok.. sounds like it was a pretty nasty storm yesterday!! Lots of damage all over the place, although north of the river sounds like it was hit worse, so hopefully you're ok!
Kel xxx
Oh Mako.. we must of posted at the same time. Massive hugs. Certainly not at all what you need right now. I wish there was more I could say but just know that we're all here for you and really, what more could you want!!!!
Kel xxx
Sorry for my last post. It sounds like I'm a nut case(I'm not really) :redface: Anyway I've been and had a good cry and in that time the Ob's office rang and have moved my appointment to 4:30 instead of 5. I'm really nervous but am trying to get myself into a positive head space as I type. Anyway thanks to all of you who for supporting me and helping keep me as sane as possible the past few weeks. Its all out of my hands now and whatever will be will be.I'll come back later to fill you all in(might not be until 8:30 or a bit later once DH has gone to basketball) and I'm out of phone credit of all days :doh: I hope I can grab some more before my appointment but if not I'll just update everyone here.
Oh Mako :hug: I told you my story with my Mum didn't I? Sometimes they have no idea :wall: Thinking of you this afternoon :hug:
Lisa and Bonham - Big congrats ladies :dance:
Gotta run, crying bub!
Sorry girls I'm about to put a downer on this thread yet again and I'm so so sorry. My little bub has no heart beat. I'm just shattered yet again :crying::crying::crying:
Oh darling heart I am just so incredibly sorry ... :comfort:
Please just know that you have been in my thoughts all day - it's been a hellish time for me & I didn't want to burden this thread...
JUst know my heart is breaking for you... :hug:
Oh Mako, nooooo :hug:
Words can't say how very sorry I am :hug:
Oh no, please no... why does this have to happen again. Mako I'm in tears and wish I knew exactly what to say right now to make you feel even slightly better. It's not fair and I wish I could understand why these things have to happen to the people that deserve them the least. I've been thinking about you all day Mako and praying that everything was going to be ok. We're all here for you. Wow, I'm just so upset and wish there was more I could do.
Hugs.
Kel xxxx
Oh Mako... I am so very sorry to hear that. :hug:
BW
I just wanted to pop in and say Congrats to Lisa, will go and read your BA and post there hun.
Mako - My beautiful, beautiful friend. I am so very, very sorry. I am ANGRY. I am so angry that this is happening again. I am here. Always.That's all I wanted to say because I don't know what else to say and it wouldn't matter anyway. You are in my thoughts constantly.
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Oh Mako sweetie, I am so so sorry to hear this news. I logged on hoping to find some good news from you and I feel so very devastated. It is so unfair - I can't believe you are going through this again. I am sending all my love to you sweetie, I wish there was something I could do. Know that I am thinking of you hun.
Lisa - congrats on the arrival of another beautiful girl hun, I am very happy for you!
Jo - congrats to you too hun, I am so so glad your scan went well :)
Mako - :hug: again sweetie, I will be thinking of you.
Oh Mako :hug: