Michelle - Congratulations hun.. I can't imagine what you're going through right now but hope you're hanging in there and I hope that you know just how much we all care about you! Little George certainly is one very precious little baby who has the most amazing Mummy!
Bek - It makes me feel so sad that you're so lonely... massive hugs.
Mako - How are you today? Has the pain eased? Do you know what it is yet? I hope everything is ok hun.
Laney - I'm glad things are sounding a little better for you... what a scare. Praying all will be ok.
Janie - Woo Hoo little D.. what a champ! How's N going today with the TTing.. have been thinking of you!! Was great to chat the other day... you'll never guess though... after all that talk about how great Luke is doing with the TTing and how we haven't had a night time accident yet... well that very next morning, I was woken by tears from Luke yelling out "Mummy... I've done wees in my bed"!!!!!! It's always the way!! LOL.
Jayne - I'm thinking of you too hun... hope you're doing ok.
Bun - Hope you're hanging in there too and wish we were closer... I could use some company right now too!!!
Sorry, not really thinking straight atm.. have so much going through my head right now and feeling quite 'down'. Took the MIL to the airport this morning and I always get this way when someone leaves... even though I couldn't of lasted much longer with her here - LOL. It's so weird. Also had an absolutely terrible time with Luke the other night. He's going through a really bad stage atm... he's just so horrible at times.. yells and screams at us for no reason and just generally seems to go out of his way to make life difficult. I don't get it... and feel like a bit of a failure sometimes. We were trying to go out to dinner with the MIL before she left and Luke was acting up like usual but in a really bad way.. just talking really nasty and hitting us (like usual)... well I think I had a bit of a moment and just totally snapped. I'm so embarrassed to even admit it... but it was in front of DH and MIL... so didn't go down well. DH actually screamed at me to get away from Luke... as if I was going to hurt him or something... wtf? I would NEVER hurt my child. I was absolutely devistated that he would think that... I just got a bit angry but would never hurt him. Anyway I took myself into our bedroom and just laid there crying for a while... then DH finally came up and we talked it out. Needless to say, we didn't get to dinner. I'm over it now.. but it still bothers me a bit iykwim? Sorry to dump this... especially now when Michelle needs all of our support but I just needed to get it out. I'm just feeling a bit down and it helps to have a bit of an outlet. I miss my Mum so much and have been getting a bit lonely again. I don't expect a response... we need to focus on the bigger picture... which is the very beautiful Michelle and George.
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