Hi guys,

So sorry I haven't been around much lately, especially with all that has been happening. I have been up to my eyeballs in vomit and diarrhoea the last few days (sorry, TMI!). What a time for DH to be away. I am exhausted and feeling very isolated. Thankfully DH will be back in another week.

Kelly - hun I am so sorry to hear about the news at your scan. That must have been quite a shock and certainly not what you need after all that you have been through already. I really hope it will all turn out to be fine, it does sound like the odds are in your favour, but I know you must still be feeling awfully worried. Have you decided if you will get further testing done? I am so glad DH was there with you. Huge hun. FWIW, I know several people who have had similar worries after their 19 week scan and at a repeat scan there were no problems at all.

Jayne - I have just read your update in your other thread. I am so proud of how you are handling this situation. It must be so hard to give him another chance and I can totally understand how hard it must be for you if you can't get in touch with him if he is away. It will take a long time to get the trust back and he needs to understand that. Do you think you may try counselling? And I agree that a job in Aus is a great idea. I hate that he has done this to you. You are such a lovely person and you deserve so much better. We are heading back to Perth again for a visit in a couple of weeks and I would love to catch up again if you are free.

Deb - woo hoo hun, what a relief! You must be so glad to put all this behind you and I am so happy to hear that it is all over.

Mako - huge big hun. I know how hard it is being around preggers women when you want it so very badly for yourself. And then you hate yourself for feeling that way and that makes you feel even worse! It is totally normal to feel like that hun and I truly hope to hear about your sticky BFP very very soon.

Michelle - I am LOVING your pics of George - what a gorgeous little boy. I can't wait to hear that you are home again

BW - how are you feeling about starting IVF again? Did you have a good talk to DH about it?

Hi to everyone else, thinking of you all, just don't have the energy to post much more - think I should head to bed while both kids are actually asleep at the same time *touch wood*.