Spring & Michelle, I wish with everything I have, that I could make this pain go away. I really do. I love you both so much, & it just breaks my heart that such good people have to endure such pain & suffering & longing & desire. The only thing I can offer is that my skype is always on (you know this already Michelle) & my e-mail is always there, & just so you know that there are so many people who love & want so much for you.

Spring - I like the idea of a name change........... I'll start thinking.

BW _ I'm with Mako, I'd double check with a health care professional before starting any medications & I'm SURE that the dispensing pharmacist or chemist assistant would ask the required questions IF there was a great risk to unborn babies. It's liken when you need an xray & they ask you over & over if you are pregnant. lol

MAKO _ I would be very upset as well, especially a family member who would fully know the hardship you have endured, before shooting her mouth off about unrelenting m/s. You're only human my love, you can't shut off your feelings (no matter how much we might like to).

SPRING - I like the sound of your new positivity, I like how you are moving forward with your life & that you are still remembering your sweet Harry. It sounds like the beginning of a really beautiful & bright new beginning. xx

MICHELLE - How is Oscar man doing?

AFM _ Well, little Claudia has survived her first full week of school & she is EXHAUSTED!!!! Happy, but exhausted. Today we are just bumming in the apartment & having a quiet one. I think the kids need it. SO does my bank balance.........


Love Jayne xx