hunni I am so sorry you are having a really hard time at mothering atm
You are fantastic you are just going through a shocker of a time right now. I thnk I would take Marydeans advice, nothing to lose, right?
If its any consolation, Archie has had quite shocking behaviour for the last few months too, maybe that is an age thing? Wouldnt help Ryan having the teenagers around with their attitudes and moodiness either I guess.
Hun please go easy on yourself, you are a great mum, thats why you are hear trying to improve things xx
I read somewhere once about 'problematic communication' which is where you have a circular repetitive dialogue with someone you are close to - this communication always goes in circles and ends up in the same mess each time. This is becasue a particular thing or way you say things sparks of a reaction in the other person (and vice versa), which therefore sparks off more of the same comments from you and so it goes on. The first step is recognising that it is a two way street, and blaming yourself is pointless. You have your hands full and you are doing a great job.
The trick is breaking this cycle of communication. One of you has to do something different to therefore change the way the other person responds.
If that makes any sense (feel like I'm waffling). What I really mean to say is that one of the courses the PP have mentioned would be ideal.
Remember, it is not like you have failed and need to 'learn' how to parent, it is just that we ALL get stuck in ruts and do the same things over and over out of frustration knowing full well that it won't work!
You can definitely make your situation better, hang in there
You haven't it just feels like it. Seriously, there are challenges that sometimes feel overwhelming for everyone. I dread the thought of teenagers as I am struggling with Miss 3.5 going on 13. We have had similiar issues with her behaviour as she is outright defiant, clearly misbehaving and hitting etc when she knows it is not on. She also crys etc at childcare and is having issues sleeping (she has never been great). I wonder if there is a stage/adjustment they go through at this age? It seems to be a very common comment amongst my MG.
I had a big bawl at DH a few weeks ago as it was all getting too much, so you are not on your own.
I did some reading and found some alternative options that seem to have helped in regards to DD1. But most of all I have cut myself some slack. Trying really hard to acknowledge what is working and be a little kinder to myself. Also trying to be more consistent/calm rather than as reactive (I was letting the sleep deprivation etc really wind me up). Not much help really am I!
Hang in there - your 'job' is to be tested and challenged and put up the boundaries and rules for your kids. It is a pretty thankless task and often takes some time to see the goods! xxxx
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