You're not alone in feeling this way. You have no support, no break and very little sleep. no wonder you're resenful.

I can sympathise with many things in your post...when I was at my most sleep deprived, I used to rage against the life I had lost.

Things are SO much better with more sleep. And I don't mean trying to get you little one to "sleep through"...that is a load of crap and a waste of time. After 2 years, DD still wakes through the night, but these days I priorotise MY sleep. I go to bed early, I sleep every day when she does, and I tell DH to take her to the park on the weekends and then I sleep. I sometimes even just put on the TV for her, make sure the room is safe and then doze.

You're a great mummy, doing the best you can. Try not to analyse it too deeply about how much you're "enjoying" it...You are doing the best you can, and you WILL look back at this time and remember the good times.

Hang in there hun!