I stupidly tried to wean myself cold turkey off my PND meds. I was okay for 2 days, just to turn into a real witch by day 3 (yesterday). I had the worst day. I just snapped at everyone, I wanted to cry all the time and I was absolutely AWFUL with DS (16 months). I had no patience with him and by 2pm I asked DH to just take him out of the house as I couldn't cope anymore.

It was at this stage that I realised my behaviour wasn't normal and that I was feeling like this because of withdrawal. I promptly took my meds and decided to rather speak to my Dr (which I probably should have done in the first place) to help me stop them.

But I still feel awful & guilty about how I was yesterday. Every time DS looks at me it feels like he doesn't want me as his mum because I was so nasty to him. I love this little boy with everything in my being and I don't know how to make this up to him. How do I let go of the guilt? How do I fix this?