and I NEVER want to see a child like that again.
Nai, I feel so for you.

I have seen a vision similar - the next step really. My own son's limp body floating face down just under the surface of the water. I am so thankful for the bright blue board shorts that my DH chose for his swimmers. It all happened so fast (long story I do not feel like going too far into so no assumed judgements please). It is one of those memories where you just want to take a bottle of bleach and pour it in your ear, hoping it will wash it away.



Keep them close indeed, but this also has the lesson I had learnt. Try not to bite off more than you can chew.