We are struggling to have our second in my head I know it's my last but dh really wants a third and well maybe I do too.

Tbh I can't do fertility treatment again. I can't stand the envy that consumes me. So I'm going to be happy with 2, assuming this goes well. If this one doesn't (as its very early) I'm uncertain if I'll keep trying. I'm happy to spoilt my dd with dance and swimming and private school and loads of time to help with homework and to go on excursions.

I'm lucky I have uni- there is a whole world waiting for me that I didn't have before, so even if my heart wants more- I have other things I've chosen to yearn for rather than fertility issue heartache.


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