We all do the best we can, armed with the knowledge we have on THAT particular day.

Next week you could find out more info, and make a new decision.

We're constantly learning, that's a good thing.

In a perfect world, you'd have done your learning before having number one, but the world isn't perfect, sometimes you only start a learning journey, cos something goes wrong, and then you go off on a search. Sometimes it the fluke of bumping into someone who makes a suggestion.

When you know better, you do better. And everyone's version of what "better" is, is going to be individual.

I have had one child and will ahve no more, i used to constantly replay the "well i've made my mistakes now, learnt what i SHOULD have done, i need to ahve #2 so i can put into practice, well rectify all the mistakes i made. And now, no #2. I've had to come to grips with that. I have done the best i could, armed with what i knew at the time. I still feel woefully inadequate, but i do know, i've done the best i could.