Hi guys,

Im getting induced today (starting with gel) but I have been getting extremely emotional and anxious. Not about the birth so much but how much I will miss DD.

Even now im on the verge of tears and I couldn't send her to childcare today (DH had to drop her off).

I have been sleepless thinking about how her world is going to change so much. She has been the center of attention for 4.5 years and we co-sleep so I am not sure how she will cope without her mum.

Oh gosh, I really dont know how to be strong for this!!!!!!!!

How did you prepare yourself mentally for the huge change coming? How do you stop the guilt? I was a LTTTC so this baby was no accident but now im just regretting it which makes me feel even worse!

Thanks in advance