Lol.. this made me smile. Don't get me wrong.. I totally understand what you mean, it's just funny (as in ironic) that so often our resolve to do things better and differently are met with a totally different reality than the one we thought we'd get! After a crazy first year with DD where I was so strung out I was often in cranky Mummy/ cranky wife mode, I found a lifeline in a book called 'Buddhism for Mothers' by Sarah Napthali. Among it's gems I've been really trying to live the question 'what does this moment require of me?' which helps when DD wants me to put the funny chicken hat on for the millionth time or sing the wheels of the bus while I'd rather be cooking dinner or checking BB!
This is a beautiful thread Santosha, thanks for starting it. My resolve for today is to really spend time playing with DD instead of setting up distractions for her to play with herself. We're going to play the piano and read some stories (it's pouring outside here and she already has the sniffles) and we're going to make a cubby house! Can't wait until she wakes up.





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