Oh hun we had to have our big Ned put to sleep and I was so distraught I couldn't even bring him home and our other dog Esme was so heartbroken. Every time I came home she would get excited and look for him. I wish I had have had the strenth to bring him home so she could see him but I just couldn't it was so sudden and I didn't handle it well at all

Im sorry you are going thru this I never understood how much loosing a pet hurts.

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He is a very handsome dog