after all these years... *upsetting possibly even distressing*

**Footsteps** · July 30th, 2011, 12:48 PM

im so sorry huni. huge hugs. R.I.P Bonnie xxx

**Miss.B** · July 30th, 2011, 01:03 PM

R.I.P Bonnie, you will never be forgotten, but always loved.

Hun, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the deep pain that comes from losing such an important member of your family. I've lost my beautifull puss 2 weeks before DS wa born (she was 14 years old) last year. She had been very ill for several weeks, and making her live on countless medications every day and watching her sad eyes staring at me begging to let her go, was too much for me to bear. She wanted me to be kind to her, but to me it was taking her life away and it was extremely hard for me to let go of her. I'm still struggling with this today, even though I know I did the best for her. She used to sit on my preggy belly too, purring for my DS. I have some great pics of this which I will forever treasure. She came to me when I lived on my own (just came up to my back door and never left) and she became my best buddy. She was my baby, my constant companion for a very long time. I still miss her so much today. Even when DF moved in 6 years ago, she eventually learned to love him too! Big hugs sweets, it's very hard to lose a beloved pet.

**~Lashes~** · July 30th, 2011, 01:29 PM

thanks ladies. i think it hit me today, seeing her goodbye pics with my sil's.

Krysalyss, she started to hemorage from her rear last night the vet done scans and discoverd her kidneys were enlarged plusss liver failer and itenstinal trouble.

glad she is in a better place now.