Lost him About 2 hours ago. Broke his leg and was put down before I could get there. He was warm when I said goodbye to him in the paddock. I think it's just hitting me now, so I won't stay on.
I don't want to talk about it on facebook, either, for those I'm friends with there.
DP has gone down to the farm, as planned (bit later than planned, cos of this) and I've cancelled my plans for the day to process it. Thankfully DS is with my parents in the country, but it won't be easy telling him our new boy is gone.
Stoopid horses. He was just so beautiful and I was going to have a friend mind DD while I rode him on Tuesday.