What to do?

[NaeNae]

Sounds like you've answered your own question hun If you are MEANT to live in the cottage by the sea you will - now is obviously not the time as all things are not lined up. at least you know that it comes up for lease perhaps if the owner doesn't get any tenants they might reconsider the "no pets" policy.


Nae x

[willow5]

Maybe you're actually not meant to live there. You said you've always had issues stopping you from moving in the past, maybe, this isn't the perfect time after all. Maybe it's not meant to be just yet.