Hi and thankyou for reading...

I'm trying so hard to stay calm and I have no reason to think things aren't going well but the fear is rising up and I am sucking the tears in with all my might. I knew I should have pushed to have more scans...our 6 week scan was perfect...beautiful heartbeat flickering away...but 6 weeks to 12 weeks is a long time and now I'm fretting. I keep reliving the last pregnancy when we got to the 8 weeks scan and bub didn't have a heartbeat...it was just heartbreaking...and I can't do it again...I just can't. I've just started reducing the progesterone pesseries from two a day to one a day...and this is adding to the paranoid state of mind...what if they are the only thing stopping me from bleeding...is that how they work???

Ok so what to focus on...
1. This is Lucky pregnancy number seven - Lucky
2. We have seen a healthy heartbeat
3. We have never made it this far before
3. I have had no spotting / bleeding
4. I have been so sick with ms - even put into hospital on a drip!
5. My belly is definately getting bigger
6. I'm tired and irritable
7. Huge veins and heavy bb's
8. And everything smells...bad!

If you've made it though all that...thankyou...I only have to make it to Monday 25th..7 more sleeps...seems like eternity!!! I don't know what I do without the support here...I just wouldn't be coping at all xxx