Tildy any news yet ????
I noticed you are in Sweden, I lurve Sweden its my favourite place in the world second only to my hone that is I went there in 2002 to a Swing Dancing Camp held in Herrang (can't work out how to do the accent things) we spent a week in Stockholm first then 4 weeks at dance camp. I just found the 22 hour daylight thing challenging I guess winter would be worse hey.

AngelicDragon - I haven't been to Paynesville yet but have heard its nice!! I think the plan will be weekly checks of the cervix from 16 weeks but I will remind Ob at my next appointemt that he said from 14 weeks last year.

Laney - I am glad things are still travelling nicely for you.

Zm - how are you going?


Just wondering, How many of you had a preterm bub by C-Sec?
I had a thought the other day that I was not fully pregnant with super huge bump when I had my C-sec I was only 24 weeks into the pregnancy. Will that make a difference to the uterine rupture risk?
It sounds silly but my rationing of it all is that I was smaller than a full term mum therefore the scars will have to stretch further when I reach full term? does that make sense?
I cannot believe how many things are worrying me, silly little things, all the what if's.
I guess everything is becoming harder as we get closer to dates when everything started last year - like the 4th May when I was admitted into hospital and first told I was expecting to give birth within 48 hours. the 25th May when Nikita was born and the 2nd June when my little girl couldn't fight anymore and we switched off her life support.

I am begining to feel very isolated from friends who cannot relate though they are supportive I just cannot talk to them. BB is the only place I have in the entire world where I feel comfortable but I hate feeling like a burden to people IYKWIM.

ahhh anyway I am just letting off some steam - pay it no mind I will be better after a rest.

Nae x