thanks katiegirl, wow 3 weeks to go, my goodness thats gone quick. hope this boy doesn't keep you waiting too long like his sister, will be thinking of you over the next few weeks, hope you get the labour you want.

thanks for your words yesterday think just the state i was in yesterday, if they had of said this baby's going to be huge, i probably would have broke down too! just felt a bit overwhelmed after a big week and it finally all got to me, feeling better now and a bit more sane, sorry again for the outburst ladies

we start weekly ctg's from next week, which is apparently a better indicator than the scan that all is ok, so something else to help me through yaya