So good to hear from you Laney! I was wondering if maybe you had gone early and that was why we hadnt heard from you. Mustn't be long now though hey? Those blood thinners sound horrible

Dory - so great to see you still popping in. Hannah sounds like a very clever little monkey with that multi-tasking

I have another u/s this Thursday so am nervously awaiting that... I will be 21 weeks tomorrow which is a little scary, hitting the week that I was when we lost Luke but I'm just trying to stay positive. We did it okay with Kaitlyn (despite the 3 week hospital stay) so it CAN be done...thats what I keep telling myself anyway.
I haven't found out what we are having but my DH has. Lots of people are amazed that I am okay with that but it was really important for him to know so I don't mind him knowing and me not. He is extremely tightlipped about everything so I know that nobody will be hearing anything from him otherwise I wouldn't have agreed to it Secretly I think I know from what I have seen on the u/s but I haven't had it confirmed so will keep it to myself for now.

Had a bit of a low moment last night - a bit emotional approaching Lukes 3rd birthday and the whole 21 weeks pregnant thing. My brother and SIL are expecting their 2nd bub 2 weeks after us (they had their 1st 2 weeks after us with Kaitlyn too!) and found out yesterday they are having a boy. I am thrilled for them but got a bit sad when some comments on facebook from friends were along the lines of "finally a boy for the family" etc. Just made me sad as the family already has a boy, he just happens to not be here with us

Anyway, my downer moment for the evening but am feeling okay today. Hope everyone is well.