Rach - I don't have one yet but one of my work friends offered me hers so I think I may take her up on the offer.

Lisa - thank you You have made me feel more normal after feeling like a total nutcase. I know what I do at times is irrational but it gets me through the day. And I feel the same - it took me soooo long to get Caitlyn only to lose her and then another 10 months before getting pregnant with this one. I just don't want to have it happen again.