Well, back in here again! Have just confirmed (with a pee on a stick test), that I am pg again. I have a fifteen month old, who was breastfed until she was about 11 months old, and I have only had two periods. I think they were only 21 days apart (which I thought was odd, and sorry if TMI), and that was in March, and I hadn't got back into the swing of writing them down, so I think my last was on 27 March. Which makes me due on Christmas day, according to the bellybelly calculator. But, if I change the length of my cycle to 28 days, it makes me due on New Years Day! Talk about some choice dates!
Ha! I just text my fiancee about the dates. His first message was "OMG!", and the second was him asking if he can still go away motorbike riding at Christmas!
I am happy, but very nervous about how I am going to go with my little girl. How much less time will I have for her? And love? She takes up 99% of my time as it is. I know she is meant to take up a lot of my time, but I can't do anything without her. Even when my Mum and Brother are over to look after her/help me with things, I still can't do any of my Tafe study unless she is asleep. And she hates day sleep! How am I going to go with another one! (Or three. The Man says he bets its three, cos I said it better not be two).
Now he's telling me he's going to have to get an urvan! This is his doing too!
Hmm. Well we need to get a bigger house. We have a three bedroom (not real big), and there is also my step son who is 11 who is with us every second week, for a whole week. I would put him back into the small room that bubs is in, and bubs and new uber bub could share a room, but the Man doesn't think that the two sharing would work. And I doubt that he would go for the idea of putting Boy back into the small room. (He has too much crap laying around, and I don't think he needs such a big room for only being here 50% of the time, when I sometimes struggle in the little room- Grr, personal vent there.) We rent, and the Man wants to buy a house, and wants me to talk to my Mum and Brother about vendor finance from them, but I don';t even know how it works!
That should do me, sorry about the long thread/vent.
I am happy. Nervous, but happy.
Oh, and we were supposed to be getting married in September, which we have now postponed until after uber bub!




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