Hi everyone,

I must admit I've done several tests, just to make sure I wasn't seeing things.

This my first pg since losing my twins 3 yrs ago, and I'm quietly scared out of my wits.

My marriage broke down after that, and I'm now in a happy relationship for 18 months now. So I have everything to be excited about, but whilst I'm finding it hard to mentally get use to this, I'm also trying to keep a lid on it and not tell the whole world.

I have my first appt on Wednesday, so hopefully will get a date for u/s for the next week.