We found out on Christmas day that our FET in december was a sucess. I was 4 weeks. On New Years Day (Thursday) at 5 weeks, I started cramping and then I bled for 4 hours, normal flow. The bleeding slowed down and yesterday it was only there if I wiped. Today the bleeding is starting up again and I need to use a pad. My heart is breaking as this is our second loss at 5 weeks. The specialist arranged for me to have a blood test on Friday and my HCG was 2195. We are having another one on Sunday to see if the HCG levels are doubling. Although I would love for this not to be a miscarriage, I know with this volume of bleeding and that I'm so early, means that it most probably is. The bleeding is continuing to get heavier. *sob*
On one hand I don't want to get my hopes up that this one sticks but I just have a feeling that our little one has said goodbye. I was okay yesterday, but today I'm just constantly sobbing. We won't know for sure until monday morning, but it's so hard to greive when you don't know what's happening. We have both been praying that we can trust God in this circumstance. We've both been longing for a baby - I've always dreamt of being a mum and for us it seemed so real, so right. We've planned our next nine months and now that dream is being shattered, slowly.
Thanks for listening, I just needed to type how I'm feeling.
I had pretty severe bleeding this pregnancy, to the point where I had blood running down my legs. I thought it was all over, but here I am, 20 weeks now and all going well.
There are plenty of success stories after bleeding in early pregnancy.
I hope you are another one of them.
So sorry to hear that Ruth! I really hope that this is just a bad scare, and that your next appointment shows everything alright again. But, if it's not, then I pray that you'll be given the strength to get through this. Go ahead and cry, honey - this is something that is DEFINITELY worth crying for. And, vent away here - we'll always have a listening ear.
Ruth really hoping and praying for you and your little bubba. It's not fair and it hurts so much, you have the right to cry and grieve and scream and kick.
oh ruth im so sorry! i have been following your progress but please dont give up hope yet!, i know its hard all this waiting, i know i though i was pregnant for 13 weeks only to find an empty sac on the ultrasound, i had no bleeding or pain, so it all means nothing until there is proof! just cry and let it out, u will find out tomorrow, i will be thinking of u!
So sorry to hear what you are going through. I had a similar experience. On the 27/28 December I started with some watery pink colour on the toilet paper when I wiped and thought maybe it was some implantation bleeding and then early morning on the 29th December I started bleeding heavily and passed a few large clots with a massive amount of painful cramping. This continued for 3 days full on bleeding and passing more clots the next night. I couldn't stop crying after feeling so happy initially. The 4th day I still had some spotting but still bright red and after that nothing but cramping....which is continuing right now Its hard to stop thinking about it, I even had a dream about it where I found out I was initially pregnant with twins and one miscarried but I doubt that this would happen to me. We are now waiting a few mths to try again and focus on ourselves.
I really hope you are getting through this and thinking more positive. All the best!
Ruth, I hope that your prayers are answered, I am thinking of you hun. Tonight I will include you in my prayer to St Majella the Patron Saint of unborn children and expectant mothers
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Goodbye FET baby (updated to Hello FET Baby!)
really hoping and praying for you and your little bubba. It's not fair and it hurts so much, you have the right to cry and grieve and scream and kick.
Its hard to stop thinking about it, I even had a dream about it where I found out I was initially pregnant with twins and one miscarried but I doubt that this would happen to me. We are now waiting a few mths to try again and focus on ourselves.
that all is ok.
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