Limbo land – results from the latest HCG are in. 3900!!! Up from 2700, 48 hours ago. Dr says that this is not great as it us not doubling but it is not bad either. While we are estatic that the super-embie has still got a chance – praise God, we do not want to get our hopes up as we know that slow rising HCG almost always ends badly.

So we are still sitting on the fence until either a) the spotting increases to full on bleeding or b) the 16th of January when I will have an early scan. Dr said that no further blood tests are required at this point in time as the results can be just confusing and upsetting.

I have ended up staying at work – it is good to keep busy and not to dwell on my own misery. I have been taking it pretty easy though and I am feeling more in control of my emotions than this morning.

We know that God has things in his control, which is good, because they are completely out of our control!

Thank you so much for your ongoing support flowerchild, farmgirl, danielle, possums, oscaroscar, ruff, kitt3n and cuddlepie (sorry if I forgot anyone!).