Ok, well I am still in complete and utter shock and amazment!

Me and DP have been TTC for 7 months now, with no luck and much heartache and pain. I have been admitted to hospital over 4 times and for the last 3 months have had fortnightly appointments. My body is riddled with all sorts of problems. We were just told last cycle told that the chances of us conceiving naturally are slim to none, and this was to be our last cycle without assistance.

I really didn't have much hope at all. Then yesterday morning I got that much longed for second line!!!! I just didn't believe it! I continued to wear a pad all day because I was convinced that it was wrong and AF would show up. I carried the test with me in my handbag all day and kept taking it out for a look. I still wasn't convinced even after showing 3 friends the test and them confirming there was in fact a second line.

So last night, I took myself off to not 1 but 2 different doctors appointments , both of whom confirmed that I am well and truly UTD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I think I have finally relised.. WE ARE HAVING A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It just goes to show that sometimes, just sometimes, doctors can get it so very very wrong!

This really is the best christmas present i could have ever wanted.. Our own little christmas miracle.

I have to give a massive thank you to everyone that has supported me and given me advice throughout this process. Seriously I wouldn?t have been able to get through it without you guys.

In particular ? Jax? words can not express. You are amazing, my rock, and the most beautiful woman.. I can not thank you enough.