Georgette, I am so sorry to hear of your bad news, what a double blow for you.
I hope you're doing as well as you can be in this situation, take time to grieve however you need to and remember that there are other ways and means out there for you to be able to hold a sweet baby in your arms one day. I know that doesn't help you now but there is light at the end of the tunnell.
Take care hun.
xxx