as the day has progresssed the blood is increasing. It's not coming all the way out until I go the toilet and then it comes and then more when I wipe. But the amount is definetely increasing. I was holding onto the hope that if it went away I was in with a better chance but it's getting more and I've got dull aches now..

Is it normal to feel a little numb?? I was sobbing uncontrollably this morning but now i'm not sure what I feel. I don't know if it's the fact it hasn't sunk in yet or what but I just feel weird.