Ok last night i went to sleep all good and all then i had this most awful dream - sorry its a bit graphic...
I am at a party or something and i go to the toilet and i have bleeding i reached for my handbag to get out some pads and then it strikes me that this is not a good thing as i am almost 12 weeks pg then i go to stand up and theis huge bloody glob comes out and falls in to the toilet - i look down and i see an umbilic cord - i reach in and pul it up and there is by baby attached. I grab a jar that was full of stones on the sill behind the toilet and emptyt he jar out rinse it a couple of times then try to put my baby in it but the jar os smaller than what it was before and it gets all suqished up. The baby is fully formed but tiny - looks like a thumberlina toddler as it has a full head of hair, eyelashes and brown eyes which are opened... then i carry the jar around with me and we have to tell the family and i get upset because my step sister tells everyone for me so i don't have to do it then i have to deal with all the phone calls....
ok i know its a bit of an odd one but it was so real i woke up bawling my eyes out and shaking and of course went to check and all was ok - please let me keep this one....
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