LOL Tali you are right, I am over-analysing everything aren't I! So hard to switch that part of the brain off and just accept and have faith .

Thanks ladies, for reassuring me that this is probably completely normal and a good sign at that. It is still coming and going and sometimes I want to run to the loo to do a check, but I have to have faith that all will be well.

Not as emotional today, which is just as well to get everything finished at work before Xmas hols.

Cassius, I hear you, I keep saying to DH (through tears etc) that 'this is not about you, its about me!'

MR, I hope so hun. Thanks for your faith in us.

Trish, my calm wise friend - thanks for telling me that it is all so very normal.
xx