Just had a missed call from my FS - I wish I had not listened to his message - managed to get my headspace into a good space and he dumps it on me.... I know he has to say that - and I know he is just being cautious - but I am scared and DSD is with us and we are out shopping and waiting for our number tto come up for a table at TGIs and all I want to do is crawl into a ball and hide.
My psych reminded me to live in the moment today - in this moment I am trying hard not to freak out and think the worst. But my lack of symptoms this week is worrying me.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Why couldn't he just let me live in the illusion for a bit longer and just say he wanted another scan on such and such a date.... Bah humbug.
Oh hun, I wish I could give you a real hug. Easier said then done but keep faith. My clinic wouldn't even do a scan until 7-8 weeks as thats when they felt they get the most accurate result. Hopefully it is just a slow starter and will be beating away strong at your next scan. Much love and healthy sticky vibes being sent to you xxx
Myturn, hugs babe. I didn't feel fully rubbish until 7 weeks. I think for you having OHSS made you have lots of horrible symptoms and now that the OHSS is subsiding you are feeling more normal. I am crossing everything for you darling, its a scary time x
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