Thanks girls

.... feeling very 'not pregnant' at the moment....

poor DH has to deal with me crying at the drop of a hat, and keeps saying... "it'll be okay...." but he can't really promise that..... cause we just don't know....

I feel so disengaged from little blob now....


...but I just keep having tp ut one foot in front of the other and just get through the week.... thankfully mum and dad will come for dinner tomorrow (mum's birthday), and going over to a friends on tuesday (who knows what's going on) and brother and SiL over for dinner on thursday... so it's only wednesday night I will be sitting at home potentially dwelling... and I can make sure I do some work for my 2nd job that night, so hopefully.... before I know it, the week will be over and I will 'know'.... well... know more anyway.... hopefully it won't be another week of limbo... although something tells me it might be!!!.... I guess each week of limbo brings us closer to 'everything is okay'...... FX ladies... and prayers if that's your kind of thing.....