I did have warning with this one - as I knew they were trying (he told me in about May - and they have been trying for about a year - so I am not upset about it at all....) I just think the universe has some hilarious weird joke going on .... and I that everything tomorrow is going to be okay.....

no use being upset about everything - I mean.... people can't stop their life because I am trying - that's not fair! I'm actually really amused and smiling - if things go to crap the next 12 months are going to be hell on earth.... BUT if things go okay, you know what... it's probably going to be fun.... at some level I will always be a bit irritated... but in the end, as long as we are all happy and have healthy children it's fine.

universe needs to bite me though