Thanks for all your thoughts, it's nice to know I can come here and there are others who may be able to relate to my experiences. I have been cramping for the past 2 days, no flowing discharge or blood yet (sorry if tmi). I don't feel pregnant anymore, no nausea, no tiredness, no sore ankles from standing all day at work and even my bb's have stopped that unmistakeable ache. I think I have all but given up hope. If it is what is meant to be I can't stop it from happening. Did anyone elses mother take DES or stilboestrol to either dry up their milk or to help stop miscarriages in the 1970's? Mine did and I am going to bring it up with my dr next time I see him. I've googled it and there is some very interesting information to find. Apparently I can have tests done to see if it has affected my reproductive system due to exposure through my mother. I am still ever so slightly hopeful that I may have a shock on the 24th and see a heartbeat, which either way I'm lucky to have a great team to keep up my spirits at work, and a wonderful husband and daughter. I'd rather be at work keeping busy than being at home thinking and waiting for something that may or may not happen. Thanks for your kind words. Will keep you updated.