ehem - i would like to call into order the inaugural meeting of POAS anonymous. I would like o welcome you all here today and thank you for making the first step in helping yourself down the road to recovery. As chairman i will start and give you a bit of my story...

Hi....My name is mysterygirl and i am a POAS addict. Its been two days since my last POAS...My addiction started when we started TTC over a year ago and its gotten actually worse since i got a BFP last week....i have been finding that if i go for two days or so withount POAS then i get the shakes and start getting all emotional - i don't know what to do - i am having regular BT to check and help me stay away from the POAS but i just can't resist. But i have made it two days so far without POAS and i am hoping that i can hold out till thirsday when i have my next BT...

Am i normal or has anyone else done this - since my BFP (8days ago) i have POAS five times!!! and gone out and bought more....Is it a PAML thing or do other first time mums do this too? How do you girls cope with just a BT then wait for the 12 week scan...?