Hun,

Firstly I think if you want to keep this baby, as it certainly sounds like you do, Just straight out tell your partner to please not mention that option again and let him know that you do truly want this baby but you are going through a few things and tha you'll seek help and you would like his support.

I think you really should get in to see someone and make sure some action is taken. This is a whole new step and there is a lot of questions and a lot of unknown but the goodnews is there is an answer for it all becoming a parent is just a journey and like no one tells an animals what to do it's kinda the same with us instinct kicks in and other than that there will be many many ppl in the community and around to help you out, its just a matter of identifying them and reaching out.

Congratulations on your pregnancy! I recommend getting in contact with someone who has walked the walk and go through every little concern and worry you have and when you can talk it out and get the solutions it might help a lot.

And on the medical side if some medication would help well then your gp would definitely be able to help you with that too