I think it is in the range of normal, everyone's different. I didn't have that rush of love with either of mine but anyone that knows me knows how I can gush about them now, they are just brilliant. It takes me ages to realise hey, I really like you... like 12months even. Of course I always have that protective instinct to care about them but it does feel more driven from a need to than a want to which then shifts as we get to know each other. I regretted pregnancy with both of mine too during, they were both unplanned and huge spanners in the works but now there is nothing I enjoy more than being part of my family so I don't think it is indicative of anything. Especially with DD2 I thought strongly that stopping at one would have been wiser but I've done a huge 180 on those thoughts too. The unknown can be scary.

Weaning is hard, it really knocks you around emotionally as everything adjusts hormonally plus with pregnancy affecting things too for you. Are you seeing a midwife yet? Maybe have a chat with them about it all just to debrief even?

Worry and concerns just mean you care