Hi all, this is my first post, just wanting some reassurance and some friends. Would love to hear from women who have had a similar experience. Baby 1, stillborn at 26 weeks, 8hr labour on drip to stop baby coming. baby 2, 2 weeks early 4.5hr labour, no complications. Baby 3, 14 years later, dreadful morning sickness, no complications during pregnancy, posterior birth, vacuum, forceps, episiotomy, absolute hell, 2.5hrs. Baby 4, dreadful morning sickness, no complications during pregnancy except for extreme anxiety, ending up with a panic attack at 37wks, delivers at term, 1hr 50 mins, very fast, very scary and I found it so hard to focus. Baby 5, big surprise, morning sickness not so bad, had a bit of bleeding before finding out I was pregnant, 25 weeks had an APH and flown out to major hospital, found no cause for bleeding and was released a week later. Am on bed rest now have just 7 weeks to go, the anxiety is slowly getting the better if me, I can see my Dr as often as I like, but I am so scared of everything!! Every pain, every trickle of fluid, no.2's, worries me. I sometimes find it hard to fet through the day. Sorry for the novel and thanks in advance.