lol bloated as the queen of the seacows thats a good one... yep definately having time believing its real sometimes... i kinda forget sometimes lol and other times i am out shopping for cute little stuff but even then sometimes it dosn't feel like i am buying it for myself iykwim??? i am terrified its not going to go positively which is why i think my bodies defence is to sometimes put it out of my mind.. don't get me wrong though i am extatic and can't wait to meet our little one!!!