BG I'm sorry I do know what its like being so scared to share the news, its horrible because all you want to do is shout it to everyone but then you worry about people reactions and what they'll do... I can't find the words that I want to write right now, but you know my story and you know that I understand what you're going through, especially being scared of telling them and their using the children against you...

I'm sorry I can't think of what to write, but I'm thinking of you and hope that you and DH can keep focused on your new little family now