I was a bit flat early on with DS. I think its because once you've done it all before, there's nothing to really write home about yk? My midwife suggested I get those emails which track the baby's devlopment, or start prenatal yoga or something...I never did either of those things, but sure enough I grew more and more into it each day. In fact I just started imagining life with a second baby, which really, really helped with the practicalities of ds. I think the time for sitting in the sun, marvelling at the pregnant belly is very much associated with first time pregnancy, and the rest become a bit more 'normal'...just as they should be really! By 36 weeks though I recommend you hold a blessingway, or mothers circle, so you can marvel in yourself as a birthing goddess and start visualising the birth. As for now, just try and rest as much as possible.