yep the whole thing is an emotional rollercoaster but it seems your partner is lucky as you are v supportive (as is my DH) and involved which is so wonderful. I hope the blood tests come back positive! To make you feel better I did around 5 home tests, then a urine test at Dr all positive and I still insisted on a blood test as I wanted to be 100% sure!!!! let us know how you go - when will you get the results?