I have been lucky enough to have been pregnant once, and have one gorgeous bub ith me.

Tashy, what you said was a brilliant eye opener for me. I did stress out during my pregnancy, I had some medical issues in the last trimester, but I was worrying too much well before that.
If I am lucky enough to be pregnant again, I will definitely embrace it in a different way.
I am sorry for what you have been through, I cant even begin to imagine, but thank you for making me take a step back and think.