I need your support and prayer for the next few days

[*Beema*]

Thankyou all so very much for your messages, support, prayers and cyber it has really helped me go through the day

I have lost a number of clots and brown blood this afternoon and evening which is good, as I haven't had a bright red gush since this morning.

I am pretty exhausted mentally and emotionally and scared of what is ahead of me, but there is still a path the be followed and I have to keep looking at all the positives and focus on them, making this wee little bubba stronger.

It is possible Westy, I will learn more on Thursday morning

Thankyou all again, and knowing that so many have travelled a similar path before does help
xxoo

[Eenee]

thinking of you hun and I everything will be ok.

[beckoes]

Hugs to you....thinking of you!!!!!!

[Snowy Love]

Thinking of you.

[Visitor8]

oh Beema what an emotional rollercoaster

Sending my thoughts with you for the rest of this pregnancy, and hoping that your on here whinging about being fat and over it at 41 weeks

Keep positive!

[black_rose]

That's great news! But a big boo hoo to the Ob who was so negative, you have to wonder why they still practice if that's her attitude.

I have two pre term labours but they managed to get me to 37 weeks with DD2 with medication, monitoring and lots of rest in the last few weeks so hopefully they can get you further along this time.

[Onja]

Flicker is already proving to be a surviver!

I had masses of bleeding and blood clots early on and (as long as this bladder thing turns out ok) my girl has proven that although things are 'rocking her world' she is a survivor and your little one is proving that to you too!!

Go you good things

[Sally2]

Great news Beema, this one is sticking around for the full ride!

[Early Kids]

Here's to hoping that the next 32 weeks will be smooth sailing xx

[*Beema*]

Thankyou all, I was hoping for a bit for of a relaxing weekend.....

Gosh feeling a bit shattered now

Just got my HCG results
Monday Night 32,000
Thursday Morning 38,700

My OB isn't really happy with the rise, but with the bleeding it is inconclusive, I was really hoping for something more substantial

Progesterone is good @ 77.

I am hoping it is because the second sac ruptured......

[Early Kids]

I don't know much at all about HCG, but at least it has gone up a little I truly hope it's just because of the second sac. xx

[*Beema*]

Yeah I glad it has gone up, the only thing I guess it would confirm that we did indeed loose a twin, Monday can't come quick enough now...

I once levers are over about 1000, you want them to double every 96 hours rather than 48 hours.

[Turkish Delight]

let's just keep our fingers crossed babe and hope for the best.
xxoo

[Mad Scientist]

Beema, I'm thinking of you so much and sending you my love. I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this xx

[mako]

Beema I'm sorry you are going through such a rough time atm. Just know that I'll be thinking of you and your little bubba along with everyone else here on Monday

[*Beema*]

Thankyou all so very much for your support I have read your messages over and over again and they give me strength and positive outlook that I need, less than 48 hours now and I will know....

No fresh bleeding or cramps again today, so it is helping me keep a more positive perspective on Monday, I have also done some reading on the Progesterone and my level is really good for the first trimester, and as Inanna say the reduction in the rise of the HCG would almost certainly be due to the loss of the twin, which I am now starting to deal with and comprehend. But really keeping my focus on Flicker for the present, sending all my strength to grow this little bubba.

Thankyou all again, you don't know how much you have helped me get through the past week

[Fleur]

thinking of you and sending you & Flicker lots of strength

[Laranna]

Thinking of you Beema Everything sounds positive and I reckon you've got a little stubborn sticky fighter there!