Thankyou all so much for your gorgeous positive message of support this morning, you don't know how much that has helped me refocus

This is just a quick post this morning, I had another bleed overnight of bright red blood, and it came with cramping, but it has settled to brown this morning and the cramping is now more of an ache, which is fading. I have been waiting for another bleed, and I know there is still a lot to be expelled.

I got my Platelets results from last Friday and there were good at 173, so within the 150-400 range of "normal", even though at first she told me they were 133, but alas that was the Haemogloblin levels.

The only way I got some sleep was talking to "flicker" and contantly repeating, giving you all my strength, courage and power, be strong little one, I didn't know what else I could do, I had to focus on that little flickering HB I saw Tuesday. I also thought of MeridithD (thankyou so much for the link Inanna ) just knowing what she went through really gave me a way to focus on the positives.

I have dropped DD off at daycare and just trying to eat some breakfast, then heading off to the WCH for another BT and then the scan at 10am.

I am tired and feel like I could cry at the drop of the hat, whereas yesterday I was more composed. Knowing that if we get through todays scan I have another wait for the BT results tomorrow and then Monday's scan with my OB.

I wish there was an esier way, and what pains me is to know how many fellow BB'ers have travelled similar journeys, and I never truely understood what it is like, until I have been on that journey myself.

Thankyou all again, and I hope to be sharing some beautiful news later on today xxoo