Thinking of you PZ and looking forward to hearing your fabulous news in a few hours. I remember feeling like I was on trial for a murder I didn't commit as I was waiting to have my scan. Its a horrible feeling until you know they have found bub and see the HB. Reality really hits the day and hours leading up to the scan. Its natural for us to worry and then add on LTTTC and previous losses and that worry is just so much worse. But we all have a great feeling for you and your DF.