Totally normal to feel that way. I'm pregnant with bub no.2 and am surprised that I feel this way again in this pregnancy. It's hard to feel happy and excited when all you want to do is vomit. I never had morning sickness with my son but I've had it terribly with this one and am only 9 weeks! Hoping it goes away at 12 weeks...

Pregnancy is a rollercoaster ride and you will find you will have ups, downs and spin outs. Just ride with it and accept that whatever you feel is normal. I too suffer anxiety when I get really stressed but I just relax and do visualisations and rub my belly and start to feel better.

Be kind to yourself and when the sickness eases, and you feel bub move you will start to relish (and it's soooo ok if you don't!).

All the best!